My mind - series 1

It is past 3am and I can't sleep. This has been the trend for a while now. Random thoughts about realities in my life keep me awake! I am not sure if these are random thoughts or clear signals on what I want to do or need to do. My mind is usually restless. This part of my character does help me. It helps me think and analyze those aspects of my character, behaviour and life in general. These thoughts helps me decide how I can improve myself everyday of my life. It is also true that this restless mind keeps me busy in my own world, sometimes away from the outside world. It makes me retreat and quiet.

I have always wondered what motivates people. I am still trying to figure out what motivates me. Is it success, money, the idea of achievement or the underlying happiness that comes with these factors? Does it make any difference to understand the truth behind motivation? Will it help me be a better person?

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